Klar med demo-CDn och vilsen / Done with the demo CD and lost
Jag har inte orkat blogga på ett tag, men nu kan jag berätta att demo-CDn äntligen är klar! Har skickat exemplar till en del människor och väntar på respons.
Just nu känns det som om jag aldrig kommer att klara att spela gitarr ordentligt, utan får hålla mig till piano / keyboard. Mina armar har protesterat en hel del. Känns jätteledsamt, eftersom en gitarr är så mycket enklare att ta med sig till låtskrivarkurser o. dyl.
Jag känner mig också rätt vilsen musikaliskt, som om jag inte hade ett hem någonstans. Grunnar också på vad jag skall satsa på när det gäller låtskrivarkurs / workshop / retreat nästa år. Kursen i år var jättebra, men jag kände ändå ibland att jag inte hörde hemma där, och sannolikt var jag påverkad av sorg också som jag varit vid den tiden på året de senaste åren. Nåja, jag kommer nog fram till en lösning. Vad jag behöver just nu är kanske lite vila och sömn.
I haven't had the energy to blog for a while, but now I can tell you that the demo CD finally is finished! I've sent copies to some people and I'm waiting for response.
Right now it feels like I'll never be able to play the guitar properly, but will have to stick with the piano / keyboard. My arms have objected quite a lot. Feels very sad, since a guitar is so much easier to take with you to songwriting courses etc.
I'm also feeling quite lost musically, like if I didn't have a home anywhere. Also thinking about what to go for when it comes to songwriting course / workshop / retreat next year. The course this year was great, but I still felt sometimes that I didn't belong there, and most likely I was affected by grief too, like I've been that time of year the past few years. Well, I'm sure I'll reach a solution. What I need right now is perhaps some rest and sleep.
You can't hide
Can't escape
That ghost will reach you everywhere
Unless you fight
Deal with it
You need to be strong and dare
And there's a dove
With three dear friends
That can help you get there
They are Peace,
Faith, Hope, Love
They will lead you through with care
Just nu känns det som om jag aldrig kommer att klara att spela gitarr ordentligt, utan får hålla mig till piano / keyboard. Mina armar har protesterat en hel del. Känns jätteledsamt, eftersom en gitarr är så mycket enklare att ta med sig till låtskrivarkurser o. dyl.
Jag känner mig också rätt vilsen musikaliskt, som om jag inte hade ett hem någonstans. Grunnar också på vad jag skall satsa på när det gäller låtskrivarkurs / workshop / retreat nästa år. Kursen i år var jättebra, men jag kände ändå ibland att jag inte hörde hemma där, och sannolikt var jag påverkad av sorg också som jag varit vid den tiden på året de senaste åren. Nåja, jag kommer nog fram till en lösning. Vad jag behöver just nu är kanske lite vila och sömn.
I haven't had the energy to blog for a while, but now I can tell you that the demo CD finally is finished! I've sent copies to some people and I'm waiting for response.
Right now it feels like I'll never be able to play the guitar properly, but will have to stick with the piano / keyboard. My arms have objected quite a lot. Feels very sad, since a guitar is so much easier to take with you to songwriting courses etc.
I'm also feeling quite lost musically, like if I didn't have a home anywhere. Also thinking about what to go for when it comes to songwriting course / workshop / retreat next year. The course this year was great, but I still felt sometimes that I didn't belong there, and most likely I was affected by grief too, like I've been that time of year the past few years. Well, I'm sure I'll reach a solution. What I need right now is perhaps some rest and sleep.
You can't hide
Can't escape
That ghost will reach you everywhere
Unless you fight
Deal with it
You need to be strong and dare
And there's a dove
With three dear friends
That can help you get there
They are Peace,
Faith, Hope, Love
They will lead you through with care
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